I am the wrong thing

So lately i haven't felt like i have been doing the right thing. Now what exactly is the right thing i am suppose to be doing? -i have no idea.

I've noticed that in this society, everyone's words changes and makes who we are, so if you say the wrong thing, it can change your life dramatically. And lately, i feel like, I am the wrong thing. Sort of like, i am in the wrong pair of jeans and i feel the need to get a size bigger or change them, but if i do then it might change my life, and i am too scared for that. So far no matter what i do, i feel like i do something wrong and someone is either disappointed in me, or i am disappointed in myself. I can never seem to make anyone happy, and that's aggravating for me because i don't want to do anything about it. I feel like i always do or say the wrong thing and people are telling me that i can't be Michelle, and Michelle makes A LOT of mistakes and they tell me i can't do this or that because Michelle wouldn't do that. Sort of like i am some kind of robot. It's like in order for me to get what i want, i can't truly be myself, or else i will never get what i want. Or i will be out of the loop and left out.

(photo credits to Kerry Callan)